I LOVE BASKETBALL

2009-08-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

sorry folks,
my new url's http://theadrenalinebang.blogspot.com
AND FREAKIN IGNORE WHAT'S BELOW!!!
they're all my bullcrap sec one posts

2007-01-28T04:18:00.000-08:00

if there is one thing i aboulutelii hate since i was born is regrettin stuff.
but this time i cant help it.
i looked at their photos in their blogs, n i see thei faces so full of joy.
for mi, yishun town is totalli ok.
but in a mixed schools, there tend to b distractions.
ditractions tat lead to further regret.
a girls school.
if u had asked mi last year,"u wanna go girl's school right?"
i would hav laughed in ur face (with mi saliva spiitin out).
but now, i regret.
i feel the desperate need to go to a girl's school(not bcause i les la)
because i wanna escape that distraction.
the distraction that causes mi to feel guilty n lik so f***** regretful.
i wan to rewind time.
i love mi frens in yishun town, but i wan to just escape this tiny little shit distraction.
imm selfish i noe.
to just wan to take all mi awesome frens with mi.
both old n new frens to a place where i wwan to go.
pathetic.
but im desperate.
let mi go.

2007-01-27T21:49:00.000-08:00

OK! im in love with the new drama(channel, seven o clock) LET IT SHINE!lol, (cause hav renfred. ) here r some pics!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

I LOVE RAIN !!!!!!!!!

2007-01-27T20:10:00.000-08:00

how i wish i can say "GET OUTTA MY LIFE"
but i just cant .
im weak.
i noe it.
sometimes im so deperate,
im sori.
but ill hav to use physical.
i noe u might hate mi for life.
we wont even b frens animore.
but......................i cant take it.

2007-01-23T04:19:00.000-08:00

seiouslii.
STOP MAKIN MI SO MAD.
CAN?
i beg u man
i tried to make peace with ur.
but wat do ur keep doin to mi?
make mi angrier n angrier.
i dun wan to go bac to mi old self.I REALLI DUN!ill kill myself if i eva tried to b lik mi old self again.
u can see how desperate i am now.
first we fight. because of tat dumb boy.
now?
bcause of somethin so STUPID.heard mi????
S-T-U-P-I-D.STUPID!
u chased mi out to watch some stupid movie .
to watch someone's daughter DANCIN.
tat is so lame
n than forced mi to still do mi work.
wow.
u chased mi out from mi room, mi haven, mi comm.
u think i still inspired to work ar huh?
everything also wanna control.
i thot someone said,"oh, ill giv u freedom for ur work."
YA RIGHT.
some lame freedom this is.
this is crap.
n somemore say i attitude.
wow.
to phrase it.u chased mi out of mi room while i was studyin to watch ur "MOVIE" with ur fren.n than forced mi to still styudii when im lik hoppin mad. n threatened threatened threatened.WATEVA!
so let mi tell ur this. the day ur change, the day ill b amazed.
n u noe wat?
i think that will take a million years. n im sooooooooooooo sorri, i cant wait that long

2007-01-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

gee, i onli lik him as a fren.
why do u guys hav to get so worked up???
so wat if he called?
so wat if he is interested?
the point is im not interested!
why cant u guys trust mi????
when i talk to guys its lik u wanna punch mi or somethin.
dun u guys hav guy frens too huh?
is there somethin rong with boys?i aint crazzi bout them now.i used to b a flirt.but ive changed.hello man.u guys r closest to mi.why caNT u all trust mi?
i dun lik him!
i dun lik him!
i dun lik him!
i dun lik him!
i dun lik him!
i dun lik him!
i feel lik a lowdown criminal.
cause tats the way u guys treat mi!
n u r REALATED to mi.
i see ur faces everyday!
what do u guys wan mi bcum?
a les?
well im terriblii sorri.
cause i will NEVA bcum one.
seriousli.
wat is all this fuss about boys?
didnt u guys get married?
his older,so???
i care isit???
i dun lik him!
I HATE ALL OF THIS!

2007-01-21T02:51:00.000-08:00

ok, im sittin in , i mean on mi cousin's chair n typin.
life has been awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, cca takes up most of mi time. cause i hav lik two ccas. the trainins r a killer, but hey i love evrything.dun realli lik the bball player(the seniors) cause they how lian. they think sec ones r small farts mah!!!!!!!! i lik so prefer track ppl. the seniors totalli take care of the sec ones, n we're lik one big happi fammili! heehee, mi coach rocks too! stamina has been improvin!

ok, studies r ok.
subjects i love:
geography!chinese!
subjects i hate:
the rest!

whee, ok i hafta go bb

2007-01-13T22:10:00.000-08:00

ok, im lik right now sloggin for maths n history.
sniff tmw hav lame maths test. haha but im still copin :)))
whee, bought new basketball shoes, addidas. nice man. n runnin shorts(n when i mean shorts i mean VERII SHORT!!!!!!@#$%^&*^%$#$#%)
ok, this is to everyone who wants to visit mi or mi school.(wha lau, i sound so how lian)call mi up n arrange with mi.
must schedule verii good one ar!
i hav alot of stuff on so ya, CALL MI PPL!!!!!!!!
we'll arrange the timin
sniff, im despo to see u guys n gals out there. haha!
miss u all la.
YTSS ROCKS!!!!!!

2007-01-12T03:49:00.000-08:00

wow. so manii things hav happened in one week.
studies were kinda cool. ive been sloggin lik a piggy, but SURPRISE SURPRISE! i actuali lik it(NERD ALERT NERD ALERT!!!!!!!!)
a few days ago, i went bac to dlss. man, i saw all mi old best frens.
jonas(mi xiao didi!heh heh)
joel
brandon
cheng yee
lynette
jie ru
lois
man, mi heart felt a pang. i missed these guys terriblii. haha! im serious. it felt lik the old good times, playing basketball, joking about our new schools,n just enjoyin life.i forgot about the stress n wateva, n i just wanted at that moment to rewind time n stay with these cool bi gu mamas! :)but howeva that is lik highlii impossible. :( hehs. it was a great day n i was damn sad to go home ya noe:((but i still had to go la-sniff)
hehs,n sian, i didnt get to see mi bestest gal pals!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sherry, geraldine, esther, sonn,jolynn,edeline, eunice n livia. n i didnt get to see jerome n wei cheng n shaky(the slut-heehee) there! WTF!
well aniwae, if u guys see this, im missin u all ALOT! :)

hehs, ok bac to yishun town sec.ENJOYIN LIFE THERE BABES N HUNKS!
heehee. lots of work, but im seriouslii happI. :) cause i got the ccas i wanted(track n bball) n i made so manii frens!!!!!!!!
wei li, jacelyn, cangy, jia yu, nabila, char siew, ray n ten thousand more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heehee

ok......................somethin kinda happened.....................................um...........................................................
he asked 4 mi name.
but i dunno.
mayb i wont answer.
ya mayb

2007-01-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

ok, im lik so sosososososososososososo sorri i havent posted lik in a million yrs.
first i wanna say 'HAPPI NEW YEAR'.
wat???
over alreadii???
ok, sorri. haha
well yishun town sec has been cool 4 mi. first day of school duh was the orientation. i went to the court yard, n yeesh, after the assemblii we had to do a uniform check. luckli i waS MISS NERD TAT DAY!!!!!WHOOTS!!!!!!!!!!lame.i was kinda nervous on mi first day, but i made frens with basicalli the whole class!!!!!!!!!!! haha, its not mi whose good at makin frens, its mi class who r damn nice ppl! ok, bac to orientation. so first day was verii borin. all the lame talks n the practicin of the school song -__________-'"(tat was the worst. i had to sit on mi butt for 2hours) -__________-
so lame sia.
ok blah blah blah. n than we had amazing race(which was incrediblii STUPID!) n manii games. whee! quite fun la. orientation was ok.
n than it was time 4 cca selection. what a blast! guess which ccas the teachers invited mi to join after seein mi performance????bball(WHEE!the coach noes ms chang somemore!) n CHINESE DANCE!!!!!!-_________-
yuck can u blieve it? i almost vomitted. not that the chinese dancers r sooooooooooo bad(ok, some damn how lian), but its just.....im not graceful la! siao, wan mi join! i immediatelii told the teacher, " NO"!
HEEHEE.
track i dunno whether i get in yet. hopefulli i do. :)))))))))))))
ok, so ive started lessons. n this are the onli lessons i lik
maths(surprise!!!!!!!!im maths rep sommore!haha!) n history.
cool eh????
ive been sloggin lik a pig. hopefulli mi tests get quite high.:))))
heehee. n today so weird.
today so weird.......
n today so weird.....
n today so weird.....
n today so weird......
THERE WAS THIS MALAY GUY....
who was...............
yuck
yuck
yuck
checkin mi out!
GROSS.
im not the old mi animore. instead of happi, i was kinda self concious.YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i was kinda pissed too.
i was lik "WHAT"
than he smile n ask,"u sec 3 ar?"
i was lik lame, no.
than he continue smilin n say oh.
i was so scared i quicklii took mi burger n went to mi frens. he followed sia! i was seriouslli angrii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but in the end he gave up.
good.
cause i aint the old mi animore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n im happi! :))))
to everybodiii out there
GOD BLESS U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-28T08:49:00.000-08:00

mi blog is officialli D-E-A-D!!!!!!!!!wtf!
:(((((
haha
aniwae, stillpost la. sian. school startin. i feel lik im p1 again!!!!! ooh lala.my bi gu just curls at the thot of bein new. -________________________________________-
luckilii the ppl in yishun town quite nice.-beams-
but...sian.
1)cannot use comm so often(arsehole)
2)cannot watch tv sia!(ok not tat can ren. but still.........arse hole)
3)studii(wha lau!!!!!arsehole)(as u can see, mi new fav word is ARSEHOLE, cause im tryin to hav a big ARSE HOLE haha!)
so u see! wtf
haha
lame.............
prayin 4 esther's appeal! hope she gets in unity. :)

2006-12-24T23:48:00.000-08:00

sian
i thot today would bv great.
but someone scolded mi bcause of msn
damn pissed
-_________-
ok la, i dun say animore alreadii bb

2006-12-24T22:27:00.000-08:00

thi s day shits 4 mi

2006-12-24T00:09:00.000-08:00

MERRY EVE CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg, im gettin readii 4 my party with mi church frens n their parents. the whole gang is comin.ok, not realli.
onli two families.
we're gonna hav a FEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so happi!
i love christmas.
noe why?
bcause i can feel the warmth. the joy! :) aniwae, i hafta go, i hope everyone have a blessed christmas!!!!!!!!!!!
may god bless u all!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

okay... so i went 4 today's registration in mi new schl.
mi mama n bro followed mi -beams-
when i first went in, i was greeted by this indian girl. her english was PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!im serious
n she was pretty nice. :)
my mama new her, dunno why n how.
so ya, after tat i checked mi class 1/4 i was lik WAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the fourth class. but another girl corrected mi. the "1st" n "2nd" class was for the normal acad. i was lik oh! so ya, im basicalli in the 2nd class. my class is actualli called 1E(express)4. phew.so i went up to the hall n i had to sit at mi class there. n lame sia! i actualii came too earli! n so, there were verii little ppl in mi class at first la. n sian! they play the slides AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN. i felt lik smashin the projector over the teacher's head.(the one who was controllin the comm)so ya, i waited 4 45 minutes!than the presentation started.
omg
the princapal's english............................is....um........ok..................WHO AM I KIDDIN?it was pretti bad, but he had a nice face. so lalala he talk n talk. n than another one of the staff cam. n lalalalalalallalalala. n so on. n finalli whee, we had to rite our names on this clipboard, n each of us had to go giv our report bks to the teacher. (my teacher was pretty cool. she's old by the way) wha lau, i ritin mi name tat time, i saw jeremy's name!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was lik happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg.
a familiar face!
i got up n etc told the teacher mi name etc.
than when i went to buy mi books, passed by jeremy.phew!his in mi class by the way
lollipop
aniwae, i went to buy books. n than horrors of horrors.......THE UNIFORM.it has a nice colour.
but its....its so BIG!they purposelii altered it liddat. so no girls could shorten their skirt.so u could imagine i looked lik a tree. n ya, i had an idea. i folded mi skirt-beams!- HAHAHAHA! but must tuck in-___________-
n cannot wear ankle socks
@@@@#$%^&^%$#@
haha
so next i went to buy pe( i looked ok ONLI!)
n tie n socks n books.
by the time i went home my back broke-CRAAAACK-
whee! so now im on a wheel chair.
bb, i onli hav 1 thing to say

I LOVE YISHUN TOWN!

2006-12-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

yo everybodii!
ok, today was postin results! i went to YISHUN TOWN SEC!yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(whistle! claps!4 miself!=HOW LIAN!yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
i noe some ppl sisnt go to their dream school. but u noe somethin, i just hav one sentence 4 u guys who r sad
"god has a purpose 4 u"
i noe some ppl might think im mad or wateva, cause they aint the same religion. but i realli want u to noe, god sent u to tat school 4 a reason. so i noe ure disapointed, but why not try to make the best out of it???????ya????ya??????
haha
aniwae, i had a happi day today.gave mi fren presents 4 christmas, it realli made mi happi to see their joy! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!going siao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha! n also i went to the red cross home. i celebrated christmas with the disabled, n it touched mi heart enjoyin themselves so much(although the programme was a little borin)hehs, so tat made my day.
ok, i hav to go, mom's naggin.
tmw is registration.
im excited.
yay!
i hope everyone has a "fun" time(heh heh)
ps:hello, if u think ur life is miserable, look at mi, MY MOM'S TEACHIN IN THE SAME SCHL IM GOIN!(but it wont b so bad la) tata peeps

2006-12-19T20:44:00.000-08:00

ok,if u think uve seen the grossest movie, wait till u see HOUSE OF WAX!
its the most GORY MOVIE ive ever seen
its about this six frens.they camp somewhere in this woods, n slowly one by one they stumble open horrors of the house of wax, where they find life like wax figures. onli the figures r REAL ppl
n ya, so u can imagine, they all get waxed alive.
n the six frens, they all get captured slowly n get killed. none survived except this pair of siblings
omg, the worst part is when one of the frens flesh came out!
they realli showed the flesh. realli. n the blood.
YUCK.
but it was quite a thrillin movie.noe why i lik it?
1)paris hilton DIED!YAY!(how evil can i get......
2)its scary
haha, tats all about house of wax(shudder)
bye all\N GD LUCK 4 UR POSTIN RESULTS

2006-12-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

man, so lame sia!
.my phone confiscated(ok, it wasnt unfair.HAHA, i overshot bye 360 sms, in other words, $70 -beams-)
.maple under construction!
.youtube ALSO
.auditon gettin lame(ok, onli cause im a noob)
.my irritating angmo cousin is right bside mi, annoyin mi to let him play maple(the noob one)
.i just found out about somethin
.im bored
can the day get any worse?
-thunder claps-

yay.
at least i hav tom cruise to stare at.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2006-12-12T19:30:00.000-08:00

im readii.
to forget everything.
i wont care about tat fren.
ill 4get him.
yeah..................

wat the fcuk am i talkin

2006-12-12T04:03:00.000-08:00

OMIGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE HIS SONGS!ok, come to this website

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VLpL-yzKuE

HE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k la, bye

ps:doing christmas cards, fun man

2006-12-11T19:10:00.000-08:00

im bored, i tried out audition, ok la, quite fun, i onli lvl 3HAHA

2006-12-11T03:40:00.000-08:00

ok, im enjoyin life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehs, not realli, just lazing around n using the comm(MY MY MY MY NEW COMM!-how lian!) n watchin the asian games.
i love the asian games, man seriouslii.i miss the swimmin! tat one the most exciting one sia. now not verii nice.
omigosh, the other day i saw the weight lifting one, the bodies of the weight lifters were DISGUSTING!at least singapore looked ok la.the others all the whole bodii frame look lik one bi gu mama. the head so small, the bodii so BIG! n the bi gu so FAT! n the legs so tiny
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
ok la, nothing much to say
:) bye

2006-12-10T02:14:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im now watchin war of the worlds on M Y comm! hee hee!
wa, damn nice the show!!!!!!!!!!!!
i giv it 4 stars,
n tom cruise is HOT!!!!!!!!!!!'
HEHS, ok la, i hav to go n watch
AGAIN
bye ppl

2006-12-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

come to mi quiz

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=061205033411-400645

2006-12-05T00:11:00.000-08:00

yo ppl. im back frm thailand!
who wee
SAWADIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tats hello or wateva for females.
SAWADICUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is 4 males
SAWADIHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is 4 transexuals!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
so fun in bangkok!!!!:)
aniwae bought lots of stuff n i shopped till my legs broke.
whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bought christmas presents
so fun
aniwae, ltr than i type
SAWADIKA!

ps:i saw 28 trans

2006-11-30T03:27:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyo ppl, k here r sum updates
lalallaa
ok, i wont b around frm tomoro until monday(going thailand)
BUT CONTINUE VISITIN MI BLOG!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHA!
aniwae, second. i wish u ppl good luck 4 ur results, u noe the school ur going in. :)
n next
birthdays
circle this birthday date in ur calendar
7th dec
GUESS WHO?
SONYA DIONNE GOH!
haha rmbr to wish her a happi bday!
k la bye!

2006-11-29T21:43:00.000-08:00

ok, im going to yishun town
HAPPI DAY
lolly pop.
k la, bye

2006-11-25T06:27:00.000-08:00

yo ppl, so long havent post.damn it
ok, so ya i got my results.
235.
wa, so nice.i was cryin on tat day,tears of joy, hohohohohohohoohoho.
ya, but in the end, i found out my score actuali sucked, cause im hangin in the end. (means im caught in between)
damn.
i alreadii chosed unity.my mom n i agreed. but than suddenlii her stupid frens go n say unity not good. i was lik NONONONONONONONONONO!
big battle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, ya. now my choice has to b lik this.
1)Crescent girls school
2)St magarets
3)UNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(i love the schl i love the schl)
ok, i noe manii ppl will think im retarded cause they think unity sucks. but why shoould i care???its MY MY MY MY MY MY MY choice.my next 4yrs. MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so ya, now i hav to pray i dun get in to th ****** crescent n st magarets(ok, not that the schl is bad, but I WANNA GO UNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
ohman.
my mom said if i dun put that choice above, she wont sign the damn form.so ya. hohohohoho, merry christmas.

ps:i highllighted my hair. whee,sry i so proud.but my hightlight not verii obvious la
diao.

love ya ppl, bye ppl

2006-11-18T20:30:00.000-08:00

WHOO!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday was such a fun day!
went to fren's house, play maple. whoo wee, pt with sam.haha.
than after tat went lunch than went church n than went to watch STEP UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omigosh i love tat movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its lik ballet n breakdance combine together.WHOO WEE!
I LIK WHEN THE GUY BREAKDANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i recommend everybodii to watch STEP UP!
haha, k la. cya folks

ps:my mother told my appa to down load maple, so cool man.

2006-11-17T03:39:00.000-08:00

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=061117063025-629764

whoo wee, go see my 3rd quiz. verii simple :)

2006-11-17T03:13:00.000-08:00

today was a depressin day
last day of school
fights.
ya, but the fights ended,
but i dun tink ill b so close to her animore

2006-11-15T20:29:00.000-08:00

whee, made another quiz!
check it out

http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=061115232149-359706

2006-11-15T19:33:00.000-08:00

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wo ho ho ho, check out my quiz

2006-11-15T19:08:00.000-08:00

lame man, today is the 2nd last day of school, N IM SICK. k, not realli, i wanted to go school, but my mama didnt let mi. hehs. lame. my wound is gettin better, but when i put the cream my whole leg is like totalli burnin.
spent the whole mornin readin "The Mark". its a realli cool book! whoo wee. lame.
later afternoon i still hafta drag myself to go with my moma to get the lame passport for the bangkok trip. wtf. leg so pain still must go!
k la, tats all. i love u ppl out there.WHOO WEE!

n this is to the fuckin imposter.so lame la u, i wasnt even on comm yesterday.i sick u also dunno, hah, fucker!i was sleepin the day.loser.stop using ppls name n insulting other ppl u bitch.in other words
GET OUT OF MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-14T05:37:00.000-08:00

OUCH!
beautiful.
just finished applying all the crappy medicine on my bleedin leg.
whee, it hurt.
haha, but course i didnt cry. lame :) my appa helped mi put n ya, its better now, but i still dunno how to bathe.
how i got this wound?
thanks to HAIKAL!
stupid whore!
go push mi while we were runnin. so humilating, now cannot run first alreadii lar.all thanks to haikal again. haha, wateva, but im not angrii. cause the attention i got was AWESOME!(haha, so how lian bo la lian!)ya, so lik after the race, i was being "carried" by geraldine.n n wow, jerome n esther can bcum doctors.they helped mi wash the wound lik HARD!n it was kinda pain.hehs, but it was ok. but i didnt need the xtra audience! haha, lame. aniwae, thanks to lynette my appa, geralbish jerome n esther lee, im able to walk again! whoo wee!
hars, k la. bye ppl

my new phrase:U NEED, I SAID U NEED, TORESPECTASISTER'SJOB!

2006-11-13T04:41:00.000-08:00

okay, amanda gav mi an inspiration to rite a poem 4 my frens
k here it goes

graduation is cumin
n im dreadin
to leave my frens
is worse than peein in ur pants
frm the basketball players
to the rugby players
frm 6helen
to my closest girl pals
frm my closest guy pals
to the p5s
ill mis u all
dun forget mi or ill punch ur ball
i hope ul succeed in life
lik the bees done makin their hive
just b yourselves
n ull gain manii pals
may god bless u frens
the gents
n females
*sniffLES*
ILL MISS UALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love cass

2006-11-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeee! im kinda happi.
no.
wait.
im verii HAPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bcause finalli SONYA'S LOVE LIFE IS A SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1HEHS!
(sonya dun kill mi!) :) aniwae, im trulii happi tat one of my bestest frens has her beautiful love(not 4gettin my wonderful match makin skills no?HEE HEE!)
k la
tats all
:)
love ya ppl out there whoo whee!!!!!!!!!!!1

cassandra found the true meanin of happiness today
n tats givin ppl happppiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

jeremy fong:yoyo man, i dindt noe until lik this yr?ok, last yr, but we werent tat close as buddies. aniwae, thanks 4 bein such a great gay partner to my peni........ jonas goh shao le.HAHA!n also thanks 4 bein such a greta small boy who always cheers mi up with ur funny stunts.HAHA!aniwae, stay cute n small!HEEHEE! bye n god bless
jonas goh:hey u idiot! thanks 4 bein my pp for lik this yr!WAHAHAHAHAHA! aniwae, rmbr when i pushed brandon pee pee of his seat durin p1 so i could sit near francesca, n instead ended up sittin with U!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehs, i will neva 4get tat cause uve been blamiin mi eva since.haha!aniwae hope u remain short n change ur damn pervetic ways u slut! jk jk! :) stay short bro. bye!
shawn we:hey slut! haha, jk jk, ill try not to b so rude...................................WHO AM I KIDDIN!wahahahahaha!k, here's my dedication to u. didnt even new u existed until p3. wahaha. hated u , n than now we're pals :) thanks 4 bein such a person who laughs lik an idiot n in the end makin mi laugh!i hate u 4 tat!JK JK! aniwae, stay "suai"with an extra " ".whahahaaha!dun 4get mi or ill punch u! bye n god bless
ern chuen:heys man! ive said it b4 n im sayin it agin, U CAN BCUM A PASTOR! HAHA!im serious. thanks 4 always tellin mi n explainin to mi the left behind books. u roc, hehs. keep preachin boy(n bcum lik tsion ben judah!) :) thanks 4 bein so weird n always makin mi laugh lik a mad woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how dare u!HAAHAHAHAHA!thanks so much my bro. k la, tats all, god bless u Tsion Ben Judah the 2nd!
nathan chiang:how dare u always make mi laugh my ass of? because of tat i had to replace my butt so mani times! HAHAHAHAHAHA!JK JK! but seriouslii u can bcum a comedian n bring torture to ppl's life(why i say torture is cause the poor ppl will hav a beautiful ache in their stomachs after hearin ur idiotic jokes!)no la, thanks 4 bein so funni n pervertic. do your sniffles one more time n ill make sure u get punched n fly all the way to china. :)HAHA! k la, stay funny u slut. bye
joel ang:heys whassup boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 lame. aniwae, thanks 4 always doing the work 4 mi during sport leader activities or pe. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!aniwae, thansk too for always being so logical n smart. ur big brains neva ceased to amaze mi. n ur dumb laughter also makes mi hurl n laugh lik an idiot. haha. aniwae, stay idiotic. bye
brandon pee wee:ill just say it frankly, i love torturin u.HAHA!its true.thanks 4 bein suchan "adorable overgrown babii" :) ur chinese is awesome n i think u such(jk jk!) thanks 4 bein my sittin partner durin trips to whereva the school wants to bring us, n also durin exams.hope ull win the heart of U-NOE-HU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!k la, bye baby bro.
k la, tats about it, ill rite the others another day :) bye ppl

2006-11-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

hohoho, im back n im bored to the core
luckilii tmrw no school
hees.
lame shit.
aniwae, im bored
k, time to finsh my dedications

2006-11-12T06:06:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo ppl.
sighs, really sad 4 my bro.he's under so much stress cause of the freakin olevel. hope he'll b ok.
yupp.
im enjoyin life now.
heehee

2006-11-11T03:14:00.000-08:00

FINALLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!1WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I GOT OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1IM SO HAPPI.
im single. :)
n lovin it.
i hav my confidence bac, thanks to SONYA DIONNE GOH!!!
i admit, i was jealous of her.it was she whom i was talkin about.but i found out something.she was the one who told mi indirectlii it was CONFIDENCE tat was the best.not the looks, the personality,the voice,the talent.its the confidence n character.tats wat makes a perosn strong.but of course the confidence i want to hav is called "god-confidence" if i set all my confidence there,if i see all my talents n flaws through him, i would never eva feel alone.cause i noe his there.
jesus,my bestest fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
n bsides, why must i feel so down cause im not as pretty as sonn?
i hav incredible frens,a home, n so mani things. why cant i b grateful 4 tat???
look at my frens.
sherry,livia,geraldine,sonn,esther lee,venus,siuyi,geraldine te,eunice,jerome,weicheng,annita,vengyan,jeremy,sam,dell N SO MANI MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY DO I HAV TO FEEL JEALOUS????
hehs, i love god, n im not afraid to say it.in fact im proud of it. :)
i love my frens
i love my home
wat more could a girl possibly want.(ok, mayb a uh hum, but nah, i dun think the mr right is in front of mi yet.hees)
aniwae, i love u ppl out there.
n
a few months ago, if u had told mi, "sonn's ur good fren right?" i would hav laughed straight in ur face.
but now i noe she's actualli pretty cool(ms bitchy gd. :) )
n i want thank her 4 not gettin angrii n instead advisin mi.THANK U!

cassandra has found out who she is, n she;s happi.

2006-11-10T04:20:00.000-08:00

i helped her today, n i was realli happi, im serious.she's after all one of my bestest frens, i noe hers will b a happi ending.
but still.
i hav this freaki jealousi inside.she's got the looks, the voice, the personality to attract anione.i noe, jealousi is lik one of my downfalls, n blieve mi, i wish i didnt feel this way. i feel so mean! she's my fren!how can b so so evil?????????????
i noe she will noe its her, n i wanna apologise, but i cant help it. im realli sorri.
sighs, wahts up with mi.im too emo.
fark.
haha..........aniwae, this is to her again, i noe urs wil b a realli great ending, im so happi 4 u, im not kiddin. :)love ya as a sis

cassandra,
she's still findin who she is,
i wonder wat kind of person she will turn out.

2006-11-09T04:23:00.000-08:00

whassup ppl. listenin to a song called "dark blue" or something.nice.suits my mood.love the breazy night too.hehs :)
aniwae, today was the entreupunership(dunno how 2 spell la) thingy.it was quite a success,except tat we could hav made much more money if we could hav sold the pop stars bookmarks.blahs, some ppl said it was illegal, n we were lik ok, wateva. so we didnt sell it.the best part of the selling was when shawn nathan n santosh launched their businessman skills.they were AWESOME!especialli shawn.his "charm" must hav been a bonus.haha! incredible, they sold toys tat were serioulslii dumb!!!!!!!!!!!but they were realli good. HAHA! im serious.impressive. :)wahahahahahahaha.
k la, nothing much to rite today/
n sonn, im going to help u all the way.
my aggresiveness havent been unleashed yet!WAHAHAHAHA!
n i wont blieve it until im seriouslii out of ideas.heehee, :)
ok people, gotta go bye man!

2006-11-08T04:20:00.000-08:00

heys man, little down.was a little sickened to hear the news, but ya, guess...........im allrite.i guess ill get over it.

2006-11-07T05:19:00.000-08:00

wa, i saw a realli cool quiz in venus' blog. i dunno whether im entitled to try it, but i couldnt resist it
C-ure wild n crazii(sorta)
A-damn good kisser(am i?whoo hoo!HAHA!jk jk!)
S-easy to fall in love with(thank u thank u even though its not true!)
S-easy to fall in love with(not true again)
A-damn good kisser(i hate reapeatin)
N-u r absolutely beautiful(frm the bottom of my butt)
D-u hav one of the best personalities ever(ya rite...RONG!)
R-sexy(thanks, i have jlo's ass...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!JK JK! :) )
A-damn good kisser(damn, i hate this,i havent even kiss la,wha lau)

M-success comes easily to u(I WANT!)

T-you're loyal to those u love(if ure my pal,u should noe the answer.)
A-damn good kisser(on 2nd thot,i hav kissed my bi gu b4...NOT!)
N-you r abosolutely beautiful(i wish)

L-u like to hav fun(tats true man)
I-u get hyper easily(duh, yes!)

E-u hav a nice ass(i alreadii said i had jlo's ass.HAHA!JK)
N-ure abosolutely beautiful(i said i wish!stop rubbin it in!)
ok, im done, all my frens try this hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-07T04:04:00.000-08:00

lalalala, im so happy. n i feel so weird at the same time. all my close frens will noe wat i mean, haha, aniwae, im still happi.
here's two of the neoprints mi sonn livv n esther lee took when we went to lot one today

2006-11-05T03:15:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo! wa, so long havent post. was "grounded" mah!hehs, aniwae, i wanna dedicate this post to the p6 graduation camp.
i was lik excited as i reached school with sher, totalli embarrassed cause of my big bags.ya, i probablii looked lik i was going overseas.haha so lame.aniwae i was so damn excited, i just couldnt wait.
when reached inside the school, saw the instructors.wa, i thot, must hav a hunk 4 my instructor!(just kiddin) ok, blah blah blah, skip the excitin feelin n the assemblii blah blah blah.forward to the groups. i was lik way bummed cause i was in a group tat i didnt realli noe the ppl except tiffanny.(luckilli my group was next 2 haikal's group)ok, aniwae, etc etc, n our group had to noe who our instructor was.his name was fauzi, n i was lik oh no. cause one look at him n i thot he was some borin dun smile guy. but the minute he smiled n talked i knew i was rong.he was pretty cool, n i pretti much liked him(no dirty!).hehs, so we reached the campsite n they showed us where we would sleep first.my jaw dropped.we had to sleep in a warehouse?a dirtii ware house?which would probablii b so hot at night!but course i didnt say anithing(i think!wahahaha!)after tat we went to the multi purpose hall n there we had to think up of cheers n make a flag in lik 30 minutes(i forgot)i was lik bored bcause my whole group couldnt think of anithing haha. but we survived.
next we went to the amazing race(amusing race)heh heh, it was fun to go around n cheat at some stops.heehee.told u my instructor was so cool.i loved especialli the luge ride, n the high thingy. wha lau, so fun lor.hehheh.but the best thing i liked was my whole group was warmin up to each other.n their were laughs everywhere we went cause we accepted each other for who we were. :) i loved evrii minute of the race. in the end the stupid rain spoilt the race, but i didnt care cause i was lik still happi.aniwae, the food was scrumptious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!im serious. :) aniwae,blah blah blah.fast forward to night time.
CANDLE WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) seriouslli fun man.we burst each other balloons.n it was lik wow. but everytime mi n one of mi team members got so near to the other group's balloons, our candle flame got blew out! wahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!:)we were perspiring by the time the whole game was over, but the whole thing still ruled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHOO HOO!:)haha.aniwae, time to brush teeth n go to sleep.i was seriouslii tired. but i was too esctatic to sleep. n so were the other girls. n we talked n talked n talked. but our conversation had to end due to the screams n shouts of instructor diana(applaud!)
but still i couldnt sleep(cause of the dumb safari bed),until about twelve n than i slowlii dozed off(thanks to the cool night air)
i was woken up the next moment because of sum irritating noises.guess wat the noises were?MONKEYS!(haikal told mi, the poor guys had to endure the running monkeys outside the warehouse where the guys were sleeping)wahahaha!(so eviL!):) and than again i was woken up by sum girls who were packing their bag. i was lik, wow, ok, it must b around six plus alreadii, better quicklii wake tiffany.n guess wat the actual time was? 3.20 am!AMAZING!heh heh. i was lik shocked.tiff too. hehs. so aniwae, i wen to the toilet with tiff. n we did nothing except to make our hair(cao vain man the both of us) n linger until lik 5 min latr, we went bac to the warehouse. we couldnt sleep n so i packed my bag while tiff held the light for mi(thanks tiff)haha, so we talked awhile n than we dozed off again.
2nd day came n i woke up with a start. manii girls were still lik sleeping lik a log.so i woke up first, than shook tiff up. we grabbed our stuff tat we needed for the day n got readii to go out n brush our teeth, but we n sum other girls were stopped by instructor diana(again...roll eyes)she was lik shouting how we were onli allowed to go out of the damn room at 7am n how it was still six thirty etc etc etc etc etc(x100)so those who had alreadii woken up had to wait for thirty min b4 we could go brush out teeth. ok, fast forward.
WE WERE GOING TO SPEND THE WHOLE DAY THE BEACH!!!!!!!(palawan something)whoo hoo!!!!!!!!!! we walked there n diff groups had diff activities.all i noe was my group had to join with group 3 to perform something for the campfire tat night. it was boring. k, not realli, cause haikal(aka "handsome") was there. haha, n he was the leader, n he spiced the whole thing up!! :)haha!we had our cheer pat down so we relaxed. i looked around at everiboddi, some were in the water. haikal, faisal n farizul were playin "rugby" tiff was lookin at the sea, sum of the other girls too. fast forward, n ta da!we were playing captain's ball. onli this was diff. we had seven teams playin in one go. n we had diff balls to pass to our "captain" each with diff points. it was realli fun, until the last part. we had to pass a DEAD CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!onli the guys were happi to play with it. YUCKS N YUCKS!the head came out on the process, than the limbs!!!!!!!!!eee!!!!!!! saw the BLOOD!!!!!! haha, aniwae, didnt noe who won in the end.ok fast forward. water rafting. it didnt do wonders for mi, cause i was freakin exausted, n i kinda lost my damn temper at tiff(sorri) urgh, hate water rafting(why onli water rafting????)hehheh. FAST FORWARD.
CAMPFIRE(sniff sniff)
the night was cool. n i loved the breeze at the seaside. it was awesome.
we sang sum songs la de da than all the groups displayed their cheers or skit or wateva.I LOVED IT MAN!sum were realli funni.
ok wateva.
etc etc etc
n......the song tat meant to mi the most....
it goes like this....it onli takes a saprk to get the fire going......
my gosh, i wanted to cry as we hugged or shaked or gave notes to the ppl who mattered to us, n carried a little candle. i was sad.im serious. i looked at all my frens, samsuri, haikal, faisal, sherry, livia, esther lee, sonn, geraldine tea leaf n geralbish(rubbish),siu yi, jolynn, venus,eunice, jerome, weicheng, n so mani more. when will i get to see them again?? i seriouslii needed an arm to lie on. no kiddin. i was so sad....wahaha. wait. sniff sniff. the dls teachers presented a power point of those memories...(drifting...) sighs...........(sadly) i loooked lik an idiot last time, (n i still do, hehs!) :)my frens looked so cute, n they reallli changed. the power point rocked. i loved it.i was so touched. (ee, is tat mi??????????) i wanted to hug all my fens(but of course, i didnt.still got reputation leh!)haha, i love u all. the night was awesome. i loved it.....sighsss......................
ok,fast forward.
after the awesome camp fire, we were on our last day of camp. sad.
it was not memorable, the last day onli, cause my group had to wash TOILETS.the girl's one. n just "wonderful" we found dirt, black algae, sanitory pads with blood!(somemore one stuck in the toilet, n haha, poor fauzi didnt noe wat to do), still hav shit, clumps of hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n etc. since than i hav a phobia for stenches n dirtii toilets. cool huh? until now, the image still wants to make mi puke.EEEEEEEEEEE.
k, n than........................................................time to leave................................................................i wanted to hug my six fav instructors!no.1 fauzi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no.2 timothy no.3 jeremy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no.4 veron no.5willie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no.6 reeny!
man, i seriousllii miss those instructors especialli fauzi, jeremy n willie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u all instructors out there. sniff sniff..
im still camp sick
the instructors i miss
fauzi
jeremy
willie
veron
reeny
timothy
the people i got to noe
faisal
sheirlin
clement
(ill name somemore, but i forgot their names!)
the people i got closer to
samsuri
haikal
jolynn
venus
the people who i will always love
samsuri
haikal
sherry
sonya
esther lee
venus
livia
geraldine lim n te
siu yi
jolynn
wc
jerome
eunice
N TEN THOUSAND MILLION MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ill miss u guys.
love cass(im still camp sick)

2006-11-05T03:08:00.000-08:00

2006-10-30T21:59:00.000-08:00

damn i hav to go home now
bye

2006-10-30T21:54:00.000-08:00

am bored. im in comm lab now. i feel so urgh
i feel so happi n sad at the same time
sighs
graduation camp is cuming n ill miss all mi frens man
i dunno wat ill do when its time to say my goodbyes
sighs
ok, im going to trite my dedications

2006-10-30T00:05:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel so down lik now. wtf
i feel lik a fool
i feel betrayed
i feel uglii
i feel lik one pathetic slut
i hate myself sometimes
my looks n everything else
but i cant do anything
how do i like myself
i simplii dunno
how can i stop this stupid bitch frm addin all mi frens again after her lame damn sorri
how?
wtf
i simplii dunno wat to do

2006-10-29T22:18:00.000-08:00

im bored
in com lab now. my dedications all gone. ok la not realli. haha, CAMP IS SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

ok, my dedications appeared so have a thousand more to rite

2006-10-29T05:22:00.000-08:00

whoohoo! my dedications came out after all! i stil have alot to rite to all my awesome frens!whoo hoo!

2006-10-29T05:14:00.000-08:00

ai, something's weird, my dedications came out after all! haha! im sorri to all my other frens who i havent ritten dedications to. im realli sorry. i lik promise ill rite them another day cause im tired. sorri!
ps:I CANT WAIT FOR THE CAMP!WHOO HOO!

2006-10-29T05:08:00.000-08:00

ok, somethings rong, i rote all my dedicatons to all my frens on my blog, n there was an error and now all my dedications r lik GONE!wtf,im so sori to all my frens out there. it looks i need my "repair fren".SHERRY!HELP MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u noe my pswrd n username.

2006-10-29T04:02:00.000-08:00

sherry wong:hi sherry berry! :) thank u 4 being sucha great fren, always supporting mi n neva lettin mi down. thank u so much n i just wanna say god bless u.hope u get into ur desired school.whee!haha, stay chio! :)
livi(hee hee)lim:yo whassup girl! thanks so much 4 always givin mi such great advice.we've failed each other manii times as frens, but i just wanna say thank u.through all our fights, ive learnt 2 treasure frenship more.thanku u n god bless :)
esther lee:hey assss-ther :)HAHA!so lame. although we werent close frens b4 n now, i still dunno whether we r, i just wanna say, u still rock in my eyes. ur basketball skills neva ceased to amze mi n i truly was always motivated to practice my skills until i bcum as gd as u(onli i cant!WA HAHAHAHA!)haha,just stay lik who u r, n stay cool sista,bye :)(n u better bcum more lady lik!dun burp so much!)
sonya goh:we have neva been close frens, but ive always thot u were realli bold. ur bitchiness taught mi lots of things, n tat was to bcum a more brave person instead of crying at evrii little thing.thanks so much.n god bless!:)(b more of the bitchy good hor!haha :) )
annita sze:heys! :) haha, ive always thot u were one stuck up peacock, but just a few weeks ago, u proved mi rong.ure one of the nicest person ive ever met. :) ure humble, n tats one of the qualities everybodii likes.so continue to b that way! stay strong n CHIO(N DUN DENY TAT!)god bless :)
vengyan:hi vengyan!hehs, i admit,i used to hate u when u joined bball b4.but im once again rong.ure pretty cool in ur own way. hope u get into the school u want! :) frens until we die ya?HAHA!im so lame at acting cute!(yuck)aniwae, b cool! :)god bless
samsuri:yo bro! whassup! haha, i might hav known u onli recently, but ure pretty cool.wait, not pretty cool, VERII COOL!haha! :) we might not b close pals, but just stay cool! hope u get into unity sec.i heard their rugby is damn good.hehs, k la, bye bro
jolynn khoo:yoyo, we might not b hangin out now, n we might not lik each other verii much, but i just want u to noe i thank u verii much 4 bein my pal since i met u i n bbal.haha,i noe ure tryin ur best to change, n i realli appreciate it.just dun lie, k? k la, stay cool. :)
dellysda:yo,whassup! we might not b verii close pals, but i found out that ure damn cool. ure the blogskin QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!n u noe ur style verii well.ur fashion taste is lik wow!haha! :) i mean it! :) just stay chio, n always b urself! :) bye
pierre ong:ok, i dunno whether ull even visit my blog, but ya, thanks 4 being the person i hated in p1 n 2.HAHA!jk! :) ya la, hope ull stay cool.n always b a pierre ong.HAHA!im so lame. k, bye n god bless
glyn tew:we had lots n lots of fights(mainlii cause ive always insulted u!HAHA)but ya, just stay as a great bball player. n hope ull find ur worthy girl. :) k la, bye
gabriel tay:yo!ive neva lik u especialli since the beginning of the year, but i got to see the real u when mi esther jolyn n u had to go the sss tryouts. ure pretty funni, n ya,stay cool. :) hope ull enter a great school,especialli where u can let ur talents(lik runnin fast n ur bbal) shine. haha, always b funni! (wat wassat?) :)
angsana(ang wei cheng):rmbr when i hated u in p2 bcause u were sucha big mouth parrot?!(HAHA)n how i always tripped u? HAHAHAHA!if u do,good.hehs, im so lame. aniwae, i got to noe u better in p5, n ure realli funni(but can u dun b so pervert?????HA!), N ive neva known u were so "charming" until this year.hehs?:) stay cool, n """"charming"""""", n hopefulli find a worthy girlfren. :) hope u excel in ur volleybalL!:)
jerjer(jerome chan):ok, i noe ure pretty scary, n u love to fight, but here's my advice to u.dun b so fierce in secondary school, cause im warning u there r ppl much more fiercer than u n they cn b verii evil.i dunno whether ull listen to my advice, but i hope u do.aniwae, just wanted to say,ur sports totalli ROCKS!haha, :) hope u do well in ur secondary school. :) n god bless.(n u better treat her well!or ill server ties with u!WAHAHAHA!ok, im so lame haha,jus stay cool)
eunice ong:yoyoyo!yupp, we hated each other frm p3 to p5 but, ya, ure actualli not bad. ure Bitchy in a verii good way(especiali when u bitch those freaks in our class!wahahahaha!!!!:) )aniwae, i totalli love ur fashion taste, it like rules, n i dunno how u do it, but u somehow always direct mi to such cool places!must b ur talent!HAHA!:) aniwae, stay cool n god bless! :) (treasure him hor! :) )

2006-10-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

OKAY! I FOUND IT! THE LYRICS FOR GREEN DAY'S BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS!WHOO HOOOOOOOOOOO!
ok, here it is:

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Were the city sleeps
I'm the only one and i walk alone

I walk alone i walk alone
i walk alone i walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow's heart the only that's beating
Sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
'Til then i"ll walk alone

Oh-Oh Oh-Oh Oh-Oh
Oh-Oh Oh-Oh Oh-Oh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone, I walk alone, I walk aloneI walk alone, I walk a...

*ok, than its a repat, n im too lazy to type animore. ADDICTED TO THE SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 WHOO HOO!

2006-10-26T07:16:00.000-07:00

wa,i saw livi'a "graduation post", it gave mi an idea.
this are the lyrics 4 vitamin's c graduation song

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soonAnd there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

*chorus*
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
*repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
*repeat chorus(x3)

2006-10-24T03:17:00.000-07:00

wa lau, evrybodii go madtv at www.youtube.com !!!!!!!!no wait, dun put madtv, put "bunifa" man, ull people will laugh ur butt s off when u see the videos! HAHA! ok im so lame. im just so down n bored. lalalala. lame shit. k la, im loggin off. bye

2006-10-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

wa, now listenin to shayne's ward "no promises" man, it suits my mood. my "bro" tim told mi sometimes its hard to let go, but u hav to. n im gonna listen to him. im through with that "guy" i used to lik so much.

2006-10-23T07:23:00.000-07:00

lalala, im addicted to green day's song

2006-10-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey ppl. just came back frm lot one's library. went with sonn esther lee n livia. blah blah. sighs, speakin of my frens, as the end of the year nears, my heart is lik one big butterfly. ill b going to a new school, n most likely without my frens. wat am i going to do without my frens? u noe, the crowd, sherri, geraldine, livia, sonn, esther lee n koh, geraldine te, venus, siu yi, n so manii more. im gonna miss them lik crazy. n not just tat, wat sec school will i go?????????? im such a liar. when my mom asked mi if i was ok bcause i didnt get into singapore sports school, i was lik yaya, im fine la. sh. but inside my heart i was lik, stupid, stupid, why i neva get chosen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!SO UNFAIR! n now my onli hope is tat i can go to cedar. but when i tink about how my maths will sure pull my results down, i feel this freakin pang. if i cant go into sss n cedar, where else can i go? something in mi tells mi im going to kranji sec, N I DUN WANT TO!not that kranji sec is bad or anything, but there's no track n field!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how 2 go? eeyear. argh.

2006-10-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

i love PRINCESS HOURS!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

sometimes its realli hard to please everybodii. frm teachers to parents n to frens.but the most trying is frens.no way r they bad or anything, they seriouslii rock. but what happens if one or two doesnt get along???tats what happeniin 2 mi.
ya see, i hav this fren j. she's a liar, a flirt n etc. nobodii likes her right now. i was angrii with her 4 one moment, but then my anger slowlii dissapeared. i wanted to b the fren that stuck with her through thick n thin times, but i just couldnt. my parents forbidded her to b with her cause of her past attitude. when she ran away frm home, they were furious, n if i was eva caught with her, i would b in big trouble. n my other frens, they dun lik her. n yeah, im a coward, i dun want to anger them by bfrendin j. n i dunno what god wants mi to do.its time to seriousllii do sum soul seachin, cause right now im confused. wat should i do? j realli wants to change. but how would i noe if she was lying? n will i lose my parents' trust n my other frenships while bfrendin j?i dunno wat to do. i might behave lik aslutty bitch most of the times, but i noe somewhere inside mi, i still hav tat stupid compassion hidden , n i seriouslii dunno wat to do with it. i cannot stand to see people hurt, but my selfish side doesnt want mi 2 loose all my other frens. haiz. i hate this.

2006-10-22T02:16:00.000-07:00

yo people whassup. listenin to green day, n their music is lik WOW!haha. so lame. man, i wonder sometimes if im not mi, what kind of person would i b????? i realli wish n wish tat sometimes i could b like other ppl. u noe wat i mean?
sumtimes i want 2 have sonya's bitchiness(its a good thing) so no one can bulli mi.sometimes, i want to b lik esther lee, sporty to the core. or livia, wisdom will bestow mi. sometimes i want to b lik sherry, frenli n attractive.or jolyn(sometimes onli) chattiness. n sometimes i just realli wanna b more outgoing. but i the most i realli want is to b a goood person. a person who is lik damn close to god, a pastor u noe. n i want to b a fren always there 4 everyone.just a realli realli nice person. a person with a heart of gold. but sometimes in this its realli difficult.4 a example, lets say if one fren tells mi bad stuff bout another fren, i just get tongue tied. im lik, what should i say??? tats right, n its so frustratin. yupp, n sumtimes, i just can b pure evil. im totalli serious. n when i regert, its too late. so i hope one day i can b the person who is compassionate. its hidden sumwhere inside mi. somewhere verri deep. n i noe if i try, it will be cum out. i noe. someday......................

2006-10-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

im so sian im so sian

2006-10-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

man, so long havent bllog alreadii.sian.wa, but the one week hoiliday was a blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to sonn's house n HOG THE COMM!
play taiti, n always had laughin fits! went to cut hair(thank u sonn 4 sponsorin the money,thanku(X100000)
enjoyin life.
lovin everyday.
man, i seriousliiiii love my pals.
whahahahaha!
ok, im so lame
bye

2006-10-15T04:49:00.000-07:00

how do u feel when u realli want the person to b there, the person who uve known, but neva talked to, n he wont appear.

sighs

when when when when will i see him again in person

why didnt i go n talk to him.............

why he so shy also
urgh..
complicated stuff
sighs.

2006-10-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

I LOVE PRINCESS HOURS!

2006-10-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

ok, sighs, im NOT sorri!WHA HAHAHAHAHA!but ive cooled down alreadii

2006-10-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

ok, im going to cool down. this is to that girl who added SO MANI of my friendster frens. u r so dead................I CANT CALM DOWN !]
IM GOING TO KILL U J
I WILL SLAUGHTER U U DESPO!
BITCH, HOW DARE U!
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO
DESPO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO KISS UR ASS LA, U T-LOVER J!!

2006-10-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

SOMEBODII HOLD MI DOWN B4 I REALLI KILL HER!!!!!!
IDIOT DESPO!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2006-10-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!
IIM SO ANGRY I FEEL LIKE KILLING HER!

2006-10-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

bloody bloody bloody BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DUN ADD ALL MY FRENS LA, U SO DESPO, GO ADD OTHER PPL'S FREN LA! STUPID BITCH.

2006-10-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

im rite now going to apologise to sherri bcause i suddenli now feel the same way when u thot L added all ur frens. im sorri tat i didnt support u. cause a certain BITCH ADDED ALLLLLLLLLL MY FRENS.THANKS SO MUCH BITCH!

2006-10-14T06:13:00.000-07:00

HE-LLO????????????????????????????????????????????????????
PEOPLE??????????????????
WHASSPU WITH THE FRIDAY 13TH? U GUYS REALLI BLIEVE TAT?
hey, bad luck doesnt REALLI happen u noe.
ITS ALL IN THE MIND PEOPLE! READ MY LIPS, ALL IN THE MIND!!!!!!!!

2006-10-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

2nd situation.
what do u do when u hav to decide between a verii close fren n ur own parents?
i seriouslii dunno wat i should b doing now cause the same situation is happenin to me.my parents dun wan mi to mix with j. they think shes a bad influence on mi, which is kinda......true. n until her attitude changes, they wont let mi near her. i feel so bad. i noe i should honour my parents, but its so difficult. i admit, even though sumtimes...ok, most of the times...j's attitude sucks, i find tat she is fun to b with. not manii people likes her now, n im followin them. im sorri j. but i hav to respect my parents. of course i can talk to u, but......ull probably find mi quite cold towards u most of the times. sighs. i feel realli mean. i FEEL MEAN!!!!!!!urgh.can somebodii out there tell mi WAT TO DO?????????

2006-10-13T22:02:00.000-07:00

ok, first, im gonna apologise 4 not ritin in my blog.
ok, now, down to serious businesss.
my 1st situation
i hav this 3 reali awesome pals tat hav been with mi 4 lik four years. they r realli amazing people, n nobodii can replace this frenship bond. but now, s ng g fighting with l n although i didnt noe whose side to take on last time,i sure do now. im taking BOTH SIDES. i dunno how this fight happened, buti i sure noe wats standin in our freakin way.misunderstandin n frustration. s assumed tat l added all her frens, but she was rong. l told mi tat she onli added her frens bcause they viewed her, if not she wouldnt hav dreamed of addin s frens, n l isnt the type of person to lie. this is where s is rong. but s is frustrated that l keeps copying her, which is true, cause i hav seen it b4. l, this time, u r rong. i noe i sound rude n harsh n etc, but i cannot bare to see two great pals like u two fightiin. i noe i was realli happi tat finalli l could feel the pain n how it feels to b backstabbed so painfulli,but my good side took over tat evil mi. so im going to apologise to her.sorri l.but l, most of the times its good to b original. originality is awesome, n i tell u, u will gain lots of ppl's admire. no kiddin.:) now s, sometimes its good to b understandin, n forgivin.but something else is better, sometimes its great to b the first one to apologise. no way, it dosent make u look lik a pathtic person, uh-uh. in fact, a simple sorri shows tat this person is a humble n great leader. go check up the bible. :) also s, i want to apologise to u 4 bein such a wimp fren, for being a coward to tell u tat sometimes u r rong. im not realli a true fren, cause a true fren will always hav those qualities. im sorri.

about the shoppin trip, i found out that there's a misunderstandin between all of u. so s n l, i do hope u two will work on tat.cuase if u do, this whole figth will b cleared up:) haha, i wont b ritin the trip in my blog, cause its confidential.
i hope u two will become frens again. im totalli serious.god bless the both of u. n g too!

urgh,so complicating. i need a drink.
ps:ill b ritin later about wat happened in the second situation. n its about another person

2006-10-11T06:32:00.000-07:00

today something happened to mi. i didnt noe what exactly happened, but it just happened. i suddenlii bcame realli depressed after schl today. i was also so tired.
DUNNO WHY!
i started thinkin about everybodii just all of a sudden. all my frens came to my mind.they just came.i thot about the fights we had this year n i wanted to scream.dunno what happen! i thot about the gd times, frm p3to p6 n i was so engrossed in my thots. i also suddenli felt like crying.i noe, its sissy. i hate to cry, cause i find it makes mi look lik a wimp.but the damn tears just threatened to flow. i also thot about somebody i missed a lot. i wanted that person to appear b4 mi. i just wanted . i could feel myself gettin so depressed!n then i thot about yesterday, n i could feel mixed emotions. i dunno why.all the emotions just filled mi. i thot about besides being with my awesome frens yesterday, the whole trip was a downfall. i failed to entertain my new fren. n i felt dumb, stupid n humilated. but at least i had sher, geraldine n pierre. they were cool, n they still r. my thots then drifted to my looks.a voice suddenly filled my brain n it said,"u r downright ugli.u r ugli i r so ugli."the voice just kept repeating,taunting mi. my confidence level went down n down n down.n the voice grew louder n louder in my brain. it took all the effort just not to let a single freakin tear drop. i wanted to go home, hide in bed n cry.the voice suddenli changed. n it said this time,"u faker! u fake christian!u fake fake fake fake!ure not as holy as u tink!"i was paralysed. n i new, tat the voice was correct. i had unwittinly backslided. i let material things b the no. one in my life. i wanted to cry! i hated that voice!i thot about god.he was such a loving father,but i hav neva treasured him.
my mind wandered b wandered.
i had to drag myself home.
i dunno what happened. but all i can say is
jesus, im cuming bac to u.

2006-10-10T21:44:00.000-07:00

stop copying mi la n sherri too!!!!!!!!!

to an anonymous girl from me&sherry.

2006-10-09T07:41:00.000-07:00

wtf. finalli finished my stupid blog!
wow! record.i hav been on comm for 4 hours! the comm's gonna explode! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
siao! haha

2006-10-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHOOOO!
PSLE ENDED TODAY WHOO HOO!
im like so freakin happi!after one month of stupid torture, i can finalli b set FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
ok. i so have to catch up on everything i missed.
so
1)i have to go running everyday cause all the stupid stress made me gain extra pounds!
2)practise my bball,ALONE!dun want any comments frm the sidelines.HAHA!
3)catch up on all the girly gossips
4)hold a PARTAY!
5)save up for chiristmas
6)give all my friendster frens their testimonials(i actualli owe them all ten each.-sheepish grin-)
7)practise my xbox skills!im the queen of electronic games!WHA HAHAHAHAA!(HOW LIAN)
8)post everyday on my blog
9)CHANGE MY WHOLE BLOG!
10)WATCH PRINCESS HOURS EVERYDAY!(isit eveyday??)
11)catch up on all the korean dramas n taiwan dramas i missed(that is, buy the whole series!)
12)buy new clothes frm IP ZONE!WHOO HOO!
13)ask eunice ong where she gets all her damn freakin cool accesories!
14)watch finish ALL my dvds(except those sappy ones.urgh)
15)spend more time with my frens!(sher,liv,esther lee,jolynn,jerome,geraldine tee n lim,siu yi,wei cheng,venus,ETC)
16)buy finish my anime comic!(slam dunk)
17)buy shoes frm converse(ya rite, lik i hav the money!HAHA!)
18)GAB ON THE PHONE ALL DAY
19)go to ppl's house EVERYDAY
20)n the top priority on my list is to spend more time with God!!!!!

haha! lets see how manii i can accomplish!tata!

2006-09-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

- sherry posted for cass;

i am so sad,
paul is out,
nd i`m crying.

LOL

-sherry for cass.

2006-09-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

realli,how do u feel when u lurve the ppl so much,but yet u cant click with them?im feelin this way rite now.

hey,dun get mi rong,sherri,livv,geraldine,jo,sonn,eddi,esther n the rest all r so damn freakin cool,but i just dun click with them.they r fun to b with,but most of the times i simplyy just dunno what they r talkin about.if it isnt maple its mostlii about their maple bfs.i realli realli cant understand wjat they r sayin.n i feel kinda out sumtimes.so yeah...guess i wont b realli hangin out with them.but ill still wanna b their pal.:D hehs.u rock ppl.

2006-08-26T00:09:00.000-07:00

TWICE!!!!!!!!!!!111I SAW THE DAMN FREAKIN TWICE!

about what??

about valuing wat u hav rite now.in my chinese paper n english paper.n when i read the passage,i felt a pang,bcause i had so manii opportunities to appriciate a person,but i didnt treasure it.

there was once,i just moved to p3,n the onli person there who was frenli to mi on tthe 1st day was livia.i felt pleased as i had no one to talk to which infuriated mi.she was always there 4 mi in the first few weeks,n soon, i started to get annoyed.what was up with her with her stupid constant buggin??instead of seeing myself blessed with such a great fren,i hurt her,i used her, n i dumped her 4 another fren.i thot i was so popular,but i was rong.verii soon,she had a best fren,sher.i felt angrii,n used.but wait,had i treasured her frenship in the beginning?

next,esther lee.she was cool,funky,n she was nice.last yr,we were close buds.n instead, did i appreciate her???no.i dumped her once again.n another frenship was ruined.how verii 'great' of mi.i tried to restore this frensghip once i realised my stupid mistake,but we could neva b close sisters again.

there were so manii incidents that i hurt so manii ppl,n latr regret n try to hook them up again,but no,its too late.so rite now,im gonna try to value every single one of my frens.but first,a few apologies.

wei cheng:i still dun realli lik u,after all u do hav faults,but i also hav a rong.n thats insulting u.....im sorri.hope ull still b my fren,n b the verii nice guy i once knew.sorri again

jolyn:u might not noe it,but i still hate u.but im trying to lik u,cause i noe how it feels to b hated by someone.im sorri,n i hope there will b no hatred btween us.:)

eddi:heys,im going to say sry to u cause i interfered with ur relationship.i noe u thot i was a gd pal in doing that,but no.i was doing u more harm.im sorri n i hope u n wei cheng will b frens again.lik they say,its better to hav more frens than enemies.

ms chang:ure rite.im such an interferer.im sorri.ill try to changehehs!:D

hopin everibodii will 4giv mi.:D

2006-08-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

i looked at eddi's post, n well, lets just say i was wowed at it.

u could realli feel the heat.

n well, im just going to say

wei cheng-if u eva lay a hand on ANY of my frens especialli eddi, keep in mind u wont hav a future.dun think i cant do it.not physicalli, but in other ways. i promise ill ruin it 4 u.n dun think just bcause u believe jolynn's wrds, everything is the truth.u r so stupid.u used to b a verii nice guy,but what happened?u changed, u emo freak.why change?to impress a certain person.all i can say, ure not gonna go far.sucker.

2006-08-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

YOU LIED TO ME

ABOUT EDDII'S BLOG

ABOUT THE WHOLE EDDII THING

how can you do that to me??

how can you do that to eddii?

why must you do this?

you got your own bf,why are you still not happy?he is everything a girl wants!loyal,faithful,honest...

and yet you still wnt to break other people up.don't deny it jo,all your lies will be exposed.i am not gonna write bad stuff about you,but i just have to say that i am disappointed in you.i gave you a chance to tell the truth,i asked you to apologise to eddii,and to tell her everything you did,but you remain just as stubborn.

i just have to say,that if you don't make things right,you are gonna lose everybody as your friend.you might protest and say you still have other friends,but i tell you the truth,when hard times come,some will run away and just leave you standing there because you dragged them down once but they were still there for you,they dont wanna be dragged down again.i will still be your pal.but the trust i had in you,is all GONE.

everybody that trusted you dont trust you anymore.it is your choice,whether to do right or wrong,you know in your heart whether you're lying or not,so i'm gonna leave you to choose,and i hope you kow what you do is right or wrong.and i leave it to you to confess everything.if you want to do it or not,i wont care.but i will tell you smth,everyone will still be angry at you.it's your choice jo..yours and yours alone.

2006-08-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo whassup! enjoyin life now! woo hoo! bye!

2006-08-06T01:23:00.000-07:00

yeah....................................

i didnt make it into sss.

didnt.

sighs, the feeling is realli saddenin, espciali since i had such high hopes.

n then

they all got crushed.

they did ask mi to go to a schl that has gd track n field, n they told mi they wanted mi back next yr.but seriouslii wats the point. wat if i alreadii made awesome frens in the schl that i now want to go, n then i go to sss, ill hav to leave my frens behind n make new frens ALL OVER AGAIN! ARGH!!!!!! i dunno wat to do now.but i noe god has a reason. it will take mi quite a long time to recover, but ill make it, i guess.

yeah. ill try.n also mayb the reason god dosent want mi to go to sss 1st is bcause i still hav to cure my temper, n pride.okays. tats wat i need to change. yup. ill do my verii best.

soooooo........... now im aimin for cedar girls schl. hopefuli i can get in. im gonna pray.

2006-07-31T02:08:00.000-07:00

i almost puked today. thanks to my low confidence of gettin in to round 2 of sss. i realli felt unwell. n thanks to jolynn khoo, who told mi, "i almost vormitted, but than i swallowed my vormit bac" tat proved tooo much 4 mi, cause i just had to go to the wash room.

argh, i dun feel lik talkin about the sports school.

well, just wanted to say goodbye to my most fav mt teach. BYE MS TEO YING YING. im so gonna miss her. not that im a lesbo or anything, but shes awesome. even one of the guys in my class almost cried when she announced she was gonna leave soon.

its a saddenin news, cause although my current mt teacher is a person who i respect quite alot, i STILL WILL MISS ZHANG LAO SHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 we had pizza today for her, n the rest of the class. ya, n ya, i took some pics. oh ya, she plays maple, hehs, so if anyone wants to defame her, her username is "happymonkie" i tink. hehs!!!!!!!!!! haha jk.(psst shes onli lv 29!) hehs. ok, wont mock her. shes cool. i mean SHE PLAYS MAPLE! i dun even play it. hehs. n maple is like the hottest game. hehs. im so out. yuk yuk.

this is to liv. hey, i dunno wat i did. im makin an effort to change, but if im doin anythin rong, i want u to point it out to mi ok??

gotta go. BYE!

2006-07-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

ok, dudes, rite now im at my cuz's house, just ate finish. im like happi n not happi bcause like yesterday, yeah, i went to the sss (sounds like ass, ass, ass! hehs!) its an acronym 4 "singapore sports school" the buildin was like AWESOME! so freakin high tech, n the dormotries(aiya, their rooms. dunno how to spell dormo..domorOH SHIT!)ok, their rooms. their rooms were SO FREAKIN DAMN COOL!

ookk, so i like went with mi mom. then i met jo, esther, n gabriel along the way 4 the trials. we were given these number taggies. mine lik read 106. gabriel's was 119. i 4got wats jolyn' s n esther's one. stupid mi.ARGH. ok. hehs. so we were divided into lik 4 groups. n gabriel was in my group. jo n esther were together in the other group. i looked around at the ppl in my group n i tell u, i was AFRAID!!!!! n bsides that, i was realli cold. cause of the rain n the stupid air con. i was realli shivering, bcause of fear n coldness.ok, like i was sayin, i was afraid of the other ppl. i was even afraid of gabriel. cause him n the rest of the others were realli fast (ok, i didnt noe who was fast at first), but aniwae i was scared. i felt kind of disapointed at 1st when i wasnt with jo n esther n had to b stuck with gabriel. i didnt realli like him since lik p2, but i was surprised. he was kinda cool. we kind of talked, n yeah, he's quite awesome.

so, my group went to the "light gate" first. its like there's a light sensor at the beginning of the hall we had to run in n at the end too. we had to run as fast as we could once the coach said "GO" i was damn nervous. than i saw my mom. n she told mi to run as fast as i could. she supported mi. i felt relaxed suddenlii. we had to line up in one row, starting from the smallest no. to the biggest no. i was no. 6, but i didnt realli feel anything.oh wait, i felt............................well. blur. i couldnt stop thinkin:this is so awesome! im in the sss hallway!

hehs. so den one by one we all ran. it was my turn, so i just ran like a mad woman(which i am most of the times. hehs) i idndnt noe how fast i ran, but i just ran. den my turn was over. it was gabriel's turn soon, n he asked mi to see whether he ran fast, so i agreed. so i went in front when it was his turn. I TELL U, HE WAS FAST! ppl kind of looked at him when he ran. i guess everybodii was impressed. i was too. i noe gab runs fast, but i didnt noe that fast. so ya, i congratgulated him. he was lik" i tink i hurt my ankle" hehs. talk bout "humble" hehs.

next was hurdles. it was like metal poles were placed on cones, n we had to jump over them. there was one of the sss pupil (her name was lynette) demonstrated the hurdles. i was awe struck. she was so freakin fast!!!! i was realli verii shocked. n yet at the same time she was fast n graceful. n i tell u, jumping over lots of hurdles n doing it realli fast is verii verii difficult. i found that out, but not bfore i made frens with 2 gals in front of mi. they were pretty nice, but i guess, i didnt reali lik them. but ya, they were pretty nice. one was an ang mo lang n one was chinese. they asked mi realli politelii, " r u scared" i was like im ok. n they were lik im so scared. den i laughed, n told them 2 relax, cause they were runners in their own school! (they were wearin their "jersey" for the trials, tats how i new) they smiled, n i continued. i was like, scared wat, ur two the legs are like so long. which was realli damn true. anibodii could see they were runners, even without their jerseys. the ang mo lang laughed, n said, " my legs might b lonG but my hurdles suck. onli my runnin rox." i smiled. u could tell the ang mo lang was quite humble.den she told mi her fren was awesome( the chinese girl was who she was talkin about.) i just said ya, but i realli didnt believe, until the chinese girl's turn. i tell u, she ruled in hurdles.

suddenli, i felt butterflies in my stupid stomach. but my mother was there again n she again gave mi tips( oh ya, she was an athlete in her old days. a netballer n a runner, hehs! surprising eh?) i felt all relaxed again n when it was my turn, i did my best. i felt kind of a little bummed, cause, i didnt tink i was doin well.) den suddenli when i reached the end, the end, the coach, asked mi all kinds of ques. i felt mi heart dropped.i new i was done for. so i was like blabbin everything out to my mom, n she was lik SIAO! she told mi to think positive, n the woman might b asking all those dumb ques 4 a reason. i was like, okay.

ok, i hav to go home pretty soon, so gotta cut the stori a little short. so the next was standing broad jump n height n weight n this kind of walkin thing. so i was like okay. so did everything.

n next............................ the worst. the 800m! i was shocked! long distance????????????????????????????????????????????? i felt realli nervous. but i had to do it.... n in the end... came out as third last! hehs!

den.....(drum beat) the results!

i wanted to cry. cause of my stupid 800m!

but i made it! i was so happi, but den after that......... sum thing happened, n ya i was like sad. so ok, gotta go\. bye

2006-07-22T00:16:00.000-07:00

this post is about my fren

i wont expose her,

but do listen to her story.

she was a happi person when she was about since young to p2. then she went to p3. she thot she was boss, that SHE was the leader, but to her dismay, she wasnt. she 'was' at first, n she mistreated a girl, her fren. she thot th girl was irritating. she hated the girl and scorned her 4 being a fat pig. she used her time n time again, n finalli her punishment came.

cause she got overthrown from her "leadership" n that girl, her fren, the one she kept mistreatin, bcame the leader. but that fren of hers was pretti nice to her at first, but than her fren bacame ms popularity, n she bcame the outcast.

her fren suddenlli had so mani frens. n suddenli, to the outcast girl, her fren was a betrayer. her fren betrayed her time n time again startin frm p4. her fren kept sayin sorri n sorri to the outcast girl, but she neva meant it. the outcast girl was so pain in the heart, but foolishlii shekept 4givin n 4givin. finalli one day she couldnt take it animore.my fren( the outcast girl) blew up.that was in p5. she bcame a rebel, n a liar, an angrii person, r3adii to explode. she made her mother cry, she made her father bcome weak, she wanted to tell them the truth, th truth about why she changed, about her fren, about how she wanted to scream at her fren, about all her fren's false apologies, but she couldnt. cause she fell out with her parents, n their whole familii just somehow bcame cold, screams were heard every single day.

my fren hated all of this, but there was nothing, nothing she could do. she wondered time n time again, is this retribution on how i treated my fren durin p3? her shoulders slumped, n she surrendered to her feelins. she fell out with god. she fell out with her parents. she fell out with her onli brother. everiday, schl was a torture to her.cause she was forced to b nice to that fren of hers. just so she could b in, n not an outcast. n just so she wouldnt b on anibodii's hate list, cause that fren of hers was way popular, n if she dared say or rite anything bad about her fren, her fren's frens would attack her.

she felt miserable everyday, thoughts of suicide filled her tired mind. she wanted to scream at her fren: u dunno how lucky u are. stop sayin ppl use u. u think ur problems are so serious, but u dun even noe how pain ful my situiation is. u think ur parents suck sometimes, n quite manii times have i heard u complainin about ur mom, but u dun noe how luckii u r to hav even hav a familli. sure, i stay with them still, but u noe how everyday life is? n its all bcause of u! why do u treat mi like this. why? ive even fallen out with GOD! what more do u want. kill myself? i hate u! i hate u!!!!!! ive even thot of commiting suicide. u dunno! u dunno! i hate u! i realli do!

my fren wanted to reallli kill that girl... but there was simplii nothing she could do.

my fren tells mi she's going to die soon. mentalli.

jesus help her. b4 she realli kills herself.

2006-07-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

wtf. its saturday n im still sick. yeah, fever with the works. sighs. so crappi, hey, at least no need do work. yuk yuk. oooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy. i alreaddii sent in my sss form, im prayin itll get in n ill get a scholarship. hey, my parents aint rich n whose gonna pay 500 bucks a month for my scool fees if i get in sss without a stinkin scholorship.urgh. so stressful. got interview somemore! yucks. i hate talkin to ppl i dunoo. yeesh. okay.

next.this is to the "she" in eddi's blog. if u hurt her, i will make u pay. i will make ur FREAKIN life a torture.u better treat her well. u stupid fren of hers.realli. dun think im weak. i might b weak to u cause u are bigger size than mi, BUT i will break u mentalli. dun think im weak in that ok? u better start apologising to her n if u hurt her just one more freakin time, i will make u pay. dun u laugh bitch. i mean wat i say. i might loose all my frens in the process of making yu pay, but if u dAre hurt di again, u bloody son of a bitch, ill do wat I tink will make u crumble.

think carefulli, bitch.

2006-07-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

YO!hehs. havent post so freakin long time. YES! changed my blog to WANG LEE HOM! the pop king(to mi, that is. hees) wha lau. he thirty alreadii still so damn suai. haha. i love the skin man. yuk yuk.

oookkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy. im gonna post bout recent stuff.
1)[sing to the tune of mary had a little lamb] there's gonna b a big big fight. big big fight. big big fight. there's gonna b a big big fight, n i wont tell who!

nice song ehs? :) haha. lame shit. but i hav a hunch tat the two ppl will fight. im not gonna support anione. im not gonna get involved. [tongue stick out] hars. seriouslii, im sick of all the stupid fights. everytime one fight is over, the next one cums in. wo, so pro eh? hopefulli this two ppl WONT fight n prove my dunb hunch rong. close frens will noe who these two ppl r. dun fight, pls man. im so drained out. the battles hav not stopped since lik beginnin of e year [n the feelin is realli not mutual. translation: it sux] hahas. im so mentalli tired tat... my physical strength also all going to bao za~explode. realli. why ppl cannot stop fightin. fight fight fight, until i rite de shi hou, so saddistic. my blog verii emo since beginning of the year. wha lau. very..... EEYEAR!

2)yeaterday, esther's party was awesome. (excludin the little fights) hehs! first time see livi n sher wear so damn formal. haha! i wore so shabbi, but who cares man! i had fun. went to lot one n take pics, sum played the car games at the arcade, n WE JUST HAD FUN. the trip tp lot 1 had sum emotional stuff goin on, bcause...um... sum of us couldnt get along well, n poor girl, was stuck in the middle. (u noe who la, when i say poor girl.) i felt verii sorry for her, shes always...constantly gettin bullied n well, basicalli stuck in the middle. she was emotionalli n physicalli drained yesterday, n i realli felt sorri. i tried my best not 2 get angry at sum of them, n i hoped i did well. hehs. tat poor girl was so pained. yeesh. felt kind of helpless. not mi onli. shes a realli nice person, n i hope, she will b happier. okkkkkkaaay. gettin emo. but thats my thots. bac to the party. noe wat makes this party cool? THERE WAS NO BDAY CAKE! haha! i dun mean it in a bad way. its totalli cool! realli. :) ure so busy havin fun that u dun need the cake. totalli special! :Dhahas tats all!

ps:TAG MI!.....................NOW!yuk yuk.

2006-06-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!HOW CAN I LOSE SUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAA GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT PPPPPPAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLL! stupid! stupid! stupid mi! stupid mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID STUPID! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SORRI EDDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!
Eddi, im sorry.

eddi im sorry!

EDDI! IM SORRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I READ ONE OF UR POST, N EDDI............................................

IM SORRI
IM SORRI!
IM SORRI!!
IM SORRI!!!
IM SORRI!!!!
IM SORRI!!!!!
IM SORRI!!!!!!
IM SORRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE 4GIV MI!

ARGH! okay, im going siao! haha. sighs, eddi, im sorri. im sorri. im sorri. i noe i wronged u, n i CANT BELIEVE I SAID MEAN THINGS ABOUT U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SORRI!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

okay, i read one of livv's post n it says why cant we all stop fightin?why cant they get along? n blah blah blah e.t.c e.t.c e.t.c. i just have one word:Livia, cool huh? ill repeat it, L-I-V-I-A, livia. why do i say that, sure, she might b mi fren like right now, but i cant control it animore. im not gonna accept the fuckin fact that u, U LIVIA LIM YUN, makes mi, CASSANDRA M TAN LI-EN, n SHERRY WONG LIN, n GERALDINE LIM WANYU ur backup frens. yeah yeah, after u read wat i just said, ull probably go to ur blog n post something like :OH! IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE, or something like OH, WHY SHE SAY LIKE DAT, I ALSO DUN LIKE WAT IS HAPPENING n etc etc etc. ill just tell u something livia, my fren, livia, my pal, livia my confidate, U, DUN, CARE. sure, u care when somebody dumps u n u go 'oh im sorry im so sorry la lalalalalal!" but after that person forgives u ull go bac 2 ur old ways, dump n dump n dump.N NO NO NO!IT NEVA HAPPENS 2 UR, UR FRENS, UR NEW ONES. it happens 2 US! UR OLD FRENS! yeah yeah, u still hahaha laugh n talk with us, ur old frens, but once there r guys or UR NEW FRENS, ur eyes will sparkle, u push us aside n voila we're in the dump. YEA! YEA!(CLAP HANDS!) ill just tell u something sum ppl said in class about u, n i tell u girl, tthey r not even close 2 u, n wheeeeeeeeeeeee! wat do dey say about u? they say u r a flirt! HEY! its not even mi or sher or geraldine who said that! we are tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo loyal 2 say that. arent u so shocked? arent u so surprised? yeah, i noe once u finish reading this, ull go tell ur new gang about how rude i am , n then talk bad talk bad n then i will bcome as ur new gossip item. SO BEAUTIFUL! il just tell u something livia, u n ur new frens, im tired. yes, tired of ur sucky attitude where u all have vicious tongues n complain n talk bad about ppl. i noe u all dun like mi tat much. i dunno any of ur secrets. i dunno anything u ppl r talkin about.i dunno also most of the times whether u all r lying or not, which happens lots n lots of times. i hate it when u ppl think u all r sooooooooooo big boss n say this say that, all the shit nonsense, all the vicious n evil things u ppl ALWAYS SAY! well, im tired n sick of it. i noe esther dosent like mi, n im not close to jo n sonn n ill say this out loud, i dun realli lik livia.she's just a classmate.noe why? cause she makes mi left out, she, she ,s he ,she,she,she,she!n i will continue to say, she well, she's VERI interested in guys.im not sayin i aint, but im not the onli one who is sayin this about u, everibodii is. i hate her attitude. im not afraid 2 say this cause u noe why? i dun want to bottle stuff up n then blow it at my family. ill u something too livia, its bcause of u, bcause of u nur gang, tat my family i s torn apart. n this is 4 esther about wat u said about my mom the other day at the club when i said i had to work until one am, my MOTHER IS NOT SIAO, NOT CRAZY. pls do not insult my mother, n please respect her. i respect urs, n hav neva said anything about UR MOTHER, so please, girl, watch ur tongue. if, i hear any insults of any of my family members from u, sayin they r siao or wateva shit, dun think im gonna let u off. they r my family,. u might laugh n say "wateva!", but im dead serious. if u tink this is a joke, well, i just hav to say u r in for a surprise. ive said my piece, n everybodii is still my fren, cause a little birdy told mi not to hate anione, n i wont, im just pointin out their flaws.u can all point out mine. i dun care. realii. i just dun care.i will try to change dudes, but i wont b afraid animore. afraid of livia n gang's stupid lying tongue. no. im gonna b confident, im gonna help those who have been insulted by some pl, i wont b afraid other ppl, especialli sum ppl, might call mi names n crap crap crap. no, bcause, treatin every single one rite makes god happy. n if god's happy, im damn happy.

2006-06-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

sometimes mi parents r so freakin irritatin, well wateva, i dun giv a damn about them. now im sick man, so irritating. haha................. haiz. not funny. wah! yesterday so fun! went out with sher n liv n geraldine lim.hai ya! bored to death man! now there's war between two gals, not sayin who.im not gonna support anione, cause if i get involved, i will get huurt too, n i dun want to b hurt.

2006-05-28T02:13:00.000-07:00

wa lau sehs. holiday here, den must stay at home n study like siao gi na, shitt man. haha. yesterday went to jeromes party.wow man! so nice his house!he invited mi sonn jolynn esther jia fu jethrol wei cheng n two of his neighbours.went to the mi jo sonn n esther met first den we went to lot one n bought jerome...OP slippers.haha! they were kind of big but we didnt care. we lost our way when we reached jerome's area, so jo called his house, den i dunno who answer, but the person said the guys were at the bball court.we lost our freakin way again, but we managed to find the place.when we reached, the guys had their tees off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!we screamed n the guys yelled n quickly slipped back on their tshirts. the sight was so FUNNI! haha! we handed jerome his present n he was like, "whhy so big one?" haiz, lame guy.haha!then we played bball, ssssssssooooooo fun. haha! n jerome, who felt 'hot' ,took off his tshirt, AGAIN! BLAUGH! believe mi, it was horrible. haha.den we play play play den we were all damn tired, so we went bac to his house.man, the house was awesome.it looked rreal classy.his house had a KEYBOARD n TWO GUITARs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOTALI RAD! den we chilled out n ordered pizza. thanks to the fat pigs(the guys) the girls onli ate two slices of pizza...each.haha.we went to the playground n played catchin.man, it was painful n fun.why painful? cause we all took off our slippers n ran on the roads! rocky ones! we also ran through dirty water, haha! it was cool. jeromes neighbours also brought down their dog, a golden retriever! it was soooooooooooo big, n CUTE! yupp! den we pranked call sum people( n tat included livia!!!!!!!!!!!!!)she was kind of mad, but hey, she's cool, she didnt remain angry. it was sooooooooo funni man!den we went bac to jeromes house n the comm was AWESOME! it worked in a realli cool way. we went you tube n there was this funni show, the japanese hard gay! HAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!! it was s ooooooooooooooooooooooooo funni! ! we laufghed lik siaoo! n those who noe this.......... WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!HAHA!!! we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! (n jerome's cake was ssssso ooooooooooooo cool!) dunno how to describe, but man, we had sooooo much fun. sad i had to go home. haha!