this post is about my fren


i wont expose her,


but do listen to her story.

she was a happi person when she was about since young to p2. then she went to p3. she thot she was boss, that SHE was the leader, but to her dismay, she wasnt. she 'was' at first, n she mistreated a girl, her fren. she thot th girl was irritating. she hated the girl and scorned her 4 being a fat pig. she used her time n time again, n finalli her punishment came.

cause she got overthrown from her "leadership" n that girl, her fren, the one she kept mistreatin, bcame the leader. but that fren of hers was pretti nice to her at first, but than her fren bacame ms popularity, n she bcame the outcast.

her fren suddenlli had so mani frens. n suddenli, to the outcast girl, her fren was a betrayer. her fren betrayed her time n time again startin frm p4. her fren kept sayin sorri n sorri to the outcast girl, but she neva meant it. the outcast girl was so pain in the heart, but foolishlii shekept 4givin n 4givin. finalli one day she couldnt take it animore.my fren( the outcast girl) blew up.that was in p5. she bcame a rebel, n a liar, an angrii person, r3adii to explode. she made her mother cry, she made her father bcome weak, she wanted to tell them the truth, th truth about why she changed, about her fren, about how she wanted to scream at her fren, about all her fren's false apologies, but she couldnt. cause she fell out with her parents, n their whole familii just somehow bcame cold, screams were heard every single day.

my fren hated all of this, but there was nothing, nothing she could do. she wondered time n time again, is this retribution on how i treated my fren durin p3? her shoulders slumped, n she surrendered to her feelins. she fell out with god. she fell out with her parents. she fell out with her onli brother. everiday, schl was a torture to her.cause she was forced to b nice to that fren of hers. just so she could b in, n not an outcast. n just so she wouldnt b on anibodii's hate list, cause that fren of hers was way popular, n if she dared say or rite anything bad about her fren, her fren's frens would attack her.

she felt miserable everyday, thoughts of suicide filled her tired mind. she wanted to scream at her fren: u dunno how lucky u are. stop sayin ppl use u. u think ur problems are so serious, but u dun even noe how pain ful my situiation is. u think ur parents suck sometimes, n quite manii times have i heard u complainin about ur mom, but u dun noe how luckii u r to hav even hav a familli. sure, i stay with them still, but u noe how everyday life is? n its all bcause of u! why do u treat mi like this. why? ive even fallen out with GOD! what more do u want. kill myself? i hate u! i hate u!!!!!! ive even thot of commiting suicide. u dunno! u dunno! i hate u! i realli do!



my fren wanted to reallli kill that girl... but there was simplii nothing she could do.



my fren tells mi she's going to die soon. mentalli.


jesus help her. b4 she realli kills herself.