sometimes its realli hard to please everybodii. frm teachers to parents n to frens.but the most trying is frens.no way r they bad or anything, they seriouslii rock. but what happens if one or two doesnt get along???tats what happeniin 2 mi.
ya see, i hav this fren j. she's a liar, a flirt n etc. nobodii likes her right now. i was angrii with her 4 one moment, but then my anger slowlii dissapeared. i wanted to b the fren that stuck with her through thick n thin times, but i just couldnt. my parents forbidded her to b with her cause of her past attitude. when she ran away frm home, they were furious, n if i was eva caught with her, i would b in big trouble. n my other frens, they dun lik her. n yeah, im a coward, i dun want to anger them by bfrendin j. n i dunno what god wants mi to do.its time to seriousllii do sum soul seachin, cause right now im confused. wat should i do? j realli wants to change. but how would i noe if she was lying? n will i lose my parents' trust n my other frenships while bfrendin j?i dunno wat to do. i might behave lik aslutty bitch most of the times, but i noe somewhere inside mi, i still hav tat stupid compassion hidden , n i seriouslii dunno wat to do with it. i cannot stand to see people hurt, but my selfish side doesnt want mi 2 loose all my other frens. haiz. i hate this.