yeah....................................


i didnt make it into sss.





didnt.

sighs, the feeling is realli saddenin, espciali since i had such high hopes.


n then




they all got crushed.

they did ask mi to go to a schl that has gd track n field, n they told mi they wanted mi back next yr.but seriouslii wats the point. wat if i alreadii made awesome frens in the schl that i now want to go, n then i go to sss, ill hav to leave my frens behind n make new frens ALL OVER AGAIN! ARGH!!!!!! i dunno wat to do now.but i noe god has a reason. it will take mi quite a long time to recover, but ill make it, i guess.


yeah. ill try.n also mayb the reason god dosent want mi to go to sss 1st is bcause i still hav to cure my temper, n pride.okays. tats wat i need to change. yup. ill do my verii best.

soooooo........... now im aimin for cedar girls schl. hopefuli i can get in. im gonna pray.