Sunday, May 28, 2006

wa lau sehs. holiday here, den must stay at home n study like siao gi na, shitt man. haha. yesterday went to jeromes man! so nice his house!he invited mi sonn jolynn esther jia fu jethrol wei cheng n two of his neighbours.went to the mi jo sonn n esther met first den we went to lot one n bought jerome...OP slippers.haha! they were kind of big but we didnt care. we lost our way when we reached jerome's area, so jo called his house, den i dunno who answer, but the person said the guys were at the bball court.we lost our freakin way again, but we managed to find the place.when we reached, the guys had their tees off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!we screamed n the guys yelled n quickly slipped back on their tshirts. the sight was so FUNNI! haha! we handed jerome his present n he was like, "whhy so big one?" haiz, lame guy.haha!then we played bball, ssssssssooooooo fun. haha! n jerome, who felt 'hot' ,took off his tshirt, AGAIN! BLAUGH! believe mi, it was horrible. haha.den we play play play den we were all damn tired, so we went bac to his, the house was looked rreal classy.his house had a KEYBOARD n TWO GUITARs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOTALI RAD! den we chilled out n ordered pizza. thanks to the fat pigs(the guys) the girls onli ate two slices of pizza...each.haha.we went to the playground n played, it was painful n fun.why painful? cause we all took off our slippers n ran on the roads! rocky ones! we also ran through dirty water, haha! it was cool. jeromes neighbours also brought down their dog, a golden retriever! it was soooooooooooo big, n CUTE! yupp! den we pranked call sum people( n tat included livia!!!!!!!!!!!!!)she was kind of mad, but hey, she's cool, she didnt remain angry. it was sooooooooo funni man!den we went bac to jeromes house n the comm was AWESOME! it worked in a realli cool way. we went you tube n there was this funni show, the japanese hard gay! HAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!! it was s ooooooooooooooooooooooooo funni! ! we laufghed lik siaoo! n those who noe this.......... WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!HAHA!!! we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! (n jerome's cake was ssssso ooooooooooooo cool!) dunno how to describe, but man, we had sooooo much fun. sad i had to go home. haha!

Thursday, May 25, 2006

YO YO YO YO WHASSUP? to day mi mom went to see the teachers n they were like complaini bout mi, but u noe somethin?i like dun giv a damn man, studies sux, i hate it , n it will fuck remain lidis.watever

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

heyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whassup. finalli i can rite in peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love the missionarie ppl, thank u soo muuuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Monday, May 22, 2006

SHOULD I FORGIVE HER? i feel kind of mean, yet i still dun wanna forgive her.i try to put myself in her freakin shoes, yet i cant picture it.sheesssssshhhhhhhhhh. lame lame lame.aiya, for now just treat her as normal bball mate.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

fuck, im so freakin bored.i just realized something though, being a rebel can be real cool sometimes, especialli when sum fuckin ppl irritate mie.betcha ya dunno who.cause i aint revealin.gonna change mi lame ririn mor sad stuff.tat;s so sappi.gonna change to sum angrii style, cause tats wat im feelin rie now...........nowadays.
i wnat to rite a story about two frens. they each have their own problems, onlii close pals of mine will guess who they r.
1st fren-well, she thot one of her fren was her closest fren, the one that will neva rub things in.but boy, was she rong!that fren of hers liked this guy n it used to be her ex, but she put her feelins aside to help her fren.n finalli the ex n her fren were together.she felt realli happi 4 them, but then the touble started.the fren lied to her.oh wat did she say?she asked the fren why she didnt tell her about her crush n instead told the person her fren hated?her fren lied.her fren LIED STRAIGHT THROUGH HER TEETH.oh, the fren said,i actualli wanted to tell u one but, i guess the person who i told told u alreaddi. YEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH RITE!well accordin to the facts.the person who her fren hated told her that her fren didnt want ANYONE TO NOE. WOW!wat a big lie rite? soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cleeeeeeeeeeeeeevvvvvvvveeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr!
2nd fren-this fren of mine dosent have too much prob, just that she had this dream of SUM frens who will be mean n dump her.she was afraid it would cum thru, but nah, it didnt.hey, fren.relac.THAT PERSON realli likes u, as a thats all.

Friday, May 12, 2006

HEY YO WHASSUP PPL! sighs sighs sighs.guess wats tomorrow??mothers day!i bite mi lip n think, man, how horrid ive been treatin her.i called her names tat i shouldnt even blab out, i screamed at her i was just like so unfilial n so rude n so mean.i want o hit myself.i mean, she's mi mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!how could i have been so freakin mean!i hate the way she teaches mi, i hate the way she nags at mi, but is tat ani reason to be a spoilt brat???she does all the household chores, and yet, this little girl here is just so evil! man, im realli gonna do somethin for her tomorrow.this is mi plan, im gonna cook, cause it means more, n besides tat im broke mow.haha.THANK U MOM FOR ALWAYS GIVIN MI SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rmbr about ur moms ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

if u neva saw livia angrii b4, u had to see her just a few days ago.i mean she taught this girl called J,but j didnt even wanna to teach.say "oh i understand!"but inside, blank.she failed terribly n livia n sonn's efforts were all wasted.they were both sooo disapointed in her.n she still dared to lugh hahaha.then also when neva do well, CRY!tat is like so lame.we all dun wanna see her fail n retain! we all wanna help her! but she dosent even wanna co-operate! she onlii wants to play n play n play n play n play and neva wanna study.not sayin she has to study everyday, but can she like at least pass?livia was so angry tat day, even i didnt dare to say anythin to her.she was so scary, ive neva seen her tat angrii b4.sonn was angrii too.I MEAN SHE GOT BELOW TWENTY FOR HER ENGLISH N MATHS!she can b realli smart if she tries. she is a very fast learner if she wants to learn.i hope the juniors dun suffer bcause of her......

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

yo whassup/today livia the3 birthday

Monday, May 08, 2006

yo whassup now in the school com lab.hey hey hey! guess whose bday is tomorrow?IT'S LIVIA THE BDAY!if u wanna buy her a present or somethin, quick do it!her bday is like onli tomorrow!!!!!!giv u a hint!she likes cute stuff.she likes anythin but i can tell she likes cute n coiol stuff.i still dunno wat to buy 4 her, hopefulli ill think of a present soon.haizzzz bored.cant wait fo r school to end n then go and play basketball.hahahahahahahahahahaha.....................................n one more news.dun tink punk'd out is gonna cum thru.but nvrmind!im happy with way things are now!luvin god forever!!!hearts hearts hearts hearts hearts!heehee!bye

Saturday, May 06, 2006

i saw her blog, n she said her name wasnt included,she told mi she wanted to go heaven the other day,she said she was tired.but i couldnt help silently mockin a little,but the pang was still there.let me 'splain.she said she wanted to go heaven tat day,i said no.she insisted she was tired of her life,i was still puttin down mi leg,n sayin,"NO!"after dismissal, the same routine, we waited for the gals n then went to the bball court.lots of people were gathered ther, n her face went from lifeless to happy,pure joy.i saw the whole thing,she went with sonya n the rest,n she was so happy.the pang hit mi n i was tinkin,she wasnt ready to go heaven..yet.she didnt noe how luckky she was,n yet she wanted to go could she tink liddat?then another pang hit mi,i tried to push it away,but it kept nawin mi,were mi n sherri n gang counted as her frens?true ones?it seemed to mi tat time we were not the ones tat brought her joy,we were onli the ones tat brought her pain,the ones tat made her FORGOTTEN.i felt like screamin ttat day.WAT WAS SHE TALKIN ABOUT?is she the one always left out?was she?she was always the leader,even if she fought with other ppl, they still want her bacc, although they dun show it.she is such a silli girl.yeah rite,she isnt readdi for heaven, she had so much joy down on earth.she was always the leader,even sonya likes her alot!SO WAT IS SHE TALKIN ABOUT?she wasnt tired,she wasnt.she still had so much joy,fres\ns, wat was she talkin about.silli girl.SILI SILLI SILLI SILLI!CANT SHE SEE HOW LUCKI SHE IS?n about her name not inside th e book, WAT WAS SHE TALKIN ABOUT?she had her own band,locker 7.we havent forgotten her.we werent inclllllllluded inside locker 7, so wat is she talkin?????how can she feel lidat,she has her own BAND,so why does she still wwanna cum into ours.WAT DOES SHE WANT?she cant b in both band.n bsides also,'Punk'd' hasnt been realli formed, SO WAT DOES SHE WANT?why does she want to go this go that,n if she is not included,she says she's forgotten.WAT IS SHE TALKIN ABOUT.GIRL, WAKE UP!i tried not to care when u n ur gang formed locker 7,so why do u tink u r forgotten?u hav ur own band,U HAVE EIGHT MEMBERS!"punk'd' hasnt been evn formed yet.WAKE UP!WAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUP!u all have fun in ur band,i try not to care,so why r you soo sad,U HAV FUN!i feel left out,but im happi for ur band,SO WAT IS RONG???????????????????????????????WHY DO U STIIL FEEL LEFT OUT????they lurve u!they realli do,so how can u b left outttttt?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????we still like u as our fren :)) so stop feelin so sadddddddddddddd,sighsssssssssssssssssssss

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

u noe wat ppl?at first when i wanted to rite this post, i wanted to rite all the bad stuff about some of mi bball pals,n how they were BLAH BLAH BLAH.but somethin inside mi kept naggin at mi inside mi, dont do it, dont do it.lets start frm the beginnin.well, just last sunday,i watched the passion of the christ, n i cried lik a siao gi-na,bcause jesus suffered soo much.i saw the pain he suffered.the stupid guards whacked him,the 'priests' gave false testemonies about the son of god,n the ppl were blinded by the evilness and wickedness of satan.i could see the blood, the torture had to go through just cause for our stupid sins.0then my mother told mi, everytime u sin,tat will be one stroke of the cane tat jesus heart just broke,i had been sinnin soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much,n god when i wanted to rite all the evil things,i thougfht about i want to keep tryin not to not perfect, but i want to try bcause of god,the holy one.